Real – Carlos Davilla

—”I know you’re not really real, but… I don’t have anyone else to talk to.”
—”My god, I feel so bad.”
—”I feel so sad.”
—”So miserable.”
—”I don’t know what to do. I never did.”
—”I’m deaf in one of my ears. I barely even eat. I can’t sleep well. No one can help me.”
—”Sometimes I wish you were real, so I could at least have someone to talk to comfortably.”
—”I don’t have anyone, and you know that.”
—”It’s unbelievable. No one should have to feel like this.”
—”Heh.”
—”HAHAHAHAHAHA!”
—”I’M TALKING TO MYSELF!”
—”YOU DON’T FUCKING EXIST!”
—”YOU NEVER DID!”
—”I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ALONE!”
—”I’M TIRED OF PRETENDING BEING OKAY!”
— “I…”
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— “I’m not…even alive anymore, am I?”
— “I haven’t been for a while now.”
— “I love you.”
— “You don’t exist, but I love you.”
— “Nothing that I love exists anymore.”
— “I guess you just have to get used to that.”
— “You can get used to everything.”
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—”And you wouldn’t have it any other way, would you?”
—”I don’t know. You’re the only one who knows the answer.”