—”I know you’re not really real, but… I don’t have anyone else to talk to.”
—”My god, I feel so bad.”
—”I feel so sad.”
—”So miserable.”
—”I don’t know what to do. I never did.”
—”I’m deaf in one of my ears. I barely even eat. I can’t sleep well. No one can help me.”
—”Sometimes I wish you were real, so I could at least have someone to talk to comfortably.”
—”I don’t have anyone, and you know that.”
—”It’s unbelievable. No one should have to feel like this.”
—”Heh.”
—”HAHAHAHAHAHA!”
—”I’M TALKING TO MYSELF!”
—”YOU DON’T FUCKING EXIST!”
—”YOU NEVER DID!”
—”I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ALONE!”
—”I’M TIRED OF PRETENDING BEING OKAY!”
— “I…”
…
— “I’m not…even alive anymore, am I?”
— “I haven’t been for a while now.”
— “I love you.”
— “You don’t exist, but I love you.”
— “Nothing that I love exists anymore.”
— “I guess you just have to get used to that.”
— “You can get used to everything.”
…
…
…
—”And you wouldn’t have it any other way, would you?”
—”I don’t know. You’re the only one who knows the answer.”

January 15, 2018 – 03:34 am

“Hey man, how is it going?”

“What?”

“I asked you how things are going.”

“They’re… doing fine. Thanks for asking.”

“Are you feeling okay?”

“What do you mean?”

“You seem kinda off today.”

“Really? I think I’m doing fine. I guess I’m just… tired.”

“So, have you been working at that project of yours lately?”

“…”

“Dude?”

“What?”

“I asked y—… Nevermind.”

“Oh, okay.”

“Have you been getting enough sleep lately?”

“I guess so. Maybe I’m sleeping more than usual these days… So…”

“You should see a doctor. This is not right at all.”

“What’s not right?”

“The fact that you’re not thinking properly.”

“I guess I’m just tired.”

“Why did you not call in sick? You seem sick to me.”

“I do?”

“Yes. Yes you do.”

“Oh. I’m just a little tired. That’s all.”

“Okay. I’m going to go back to my desk. You really should go see this. It’s not normal.”

“Sure…”

…

…

…

“Did someone come here?”

June 13, 2017 11:34 PM